steve/lisa
01-21-09, 10:18 PM
Hi everyone,I'm back,I have gotten my devorce back in may 08,and moved to Mo,outside of St Louis,Hi Dianne,Kailana,Jos,and anyone else i may have forgotten,Life goes on,and the crow's are plentiful,but they don't bother me much anymore,I live as my female side as lisamay and have lived as her for some time now,I find I am so much happier now,no friends that count, and lonelyness seems to be my companion as it always has.
So whats new folks,I seem to have been away for far to long.And I don't wish to stay away any longer,You know whats strange is after moving here,I ran into and met 2 intersexed people first 1,Said to me why did I leave the intersexed site's,well I went threw a terriable devorce,real ugly,I seem to have come out of it o.k. but scar's are a ugly thing,and they do run deep,But I'm working on moving again hopefully to a sunny place with a beach and salt water rolling up to my feet,to go snorkeling again would be grand.
I have met a few really good people,that support me 100%,I find this strange for as I rarely have this happen to me,If it were'nt for missing the ocean so much I'd stay here but the crash of the waves are calling me,I will travel some,and see parts of this country a little befor I find A place to settle down at,There's so much I wish to do in this life,So my journey seems to have begun,maybe it's been off to a slow start but at least it's A start.
:smile: I feel so gitty as of late,almost like being born again,my hair is really long now down past my shoulder blade's,I got my old nose back,and I think,I think I have found my smile again.
So I hope after awhile, I think I'll be better than ever,yes my name is lisamay,and I'm a tr.herm chimera,and I'm very proud of that now,I have gotten over the fear of childhood and young adult fear's of people finding this out, and of course I'm also a D.E.S. child to,I hope I'm over the ghosts of my younger year's,for they ruled my life for far to long.
So,folks I seem to have a lot of reading of posts to catch up on,so till next time,May the sky always be blue for all of you,may the sun always shine for everyone,and may the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow always be full for everyone...Lisamay...
So whats new folks,I seem to have been away for far to long.And I don't wish to stay away any longer,You know whats strange is after moving here,I ran into and met 2 intersexed people first 1,Said to me why did I leave the intersexed site's,well I went threw a terriable devorce,real ugly,I seem to have come out of it o.k. but scar's are a ugly thing,and they do run deep,But I'm working on moving again hopefully to a sunny place with a beach and salt water rolling up to my feet,to go snorkeling again would be grand.
I have met a few really good people,that support me 100%,I find this strange for as I rarely have this happen to me,If it were'nt for missing the ocean so much I'd stay here but the crash of the waves are calling me,I will travel some,and see parts of this country a little befor I find A place to settle down at,There's so much I wish to do in this life,So my journey seems to have begun,maybe it's been off to a slow start but at least it's A start.
:smile: I feel so gitty as of late,almost like being born again,my hair is really long now down past my shoulder blade's,I got my old nose back,and I think,I think I have found my smile again.
So I hope after awhile, I think I'll be better than ever,yes my name is lisamay,and I'm a tr.herm chimera,and I'm very proud of that now,I have gotten over the fear of childhood and young adult fear's of people finding this out, and of course I'm also a D.E.S. child to,I hope I'm over the ghosts of my younger year's,for they ruled my life for far to long.
So,folks I seem to have a lot of reading of posts to catch up on,so till next time,May the sky always be blue for all of you,may the sun always shine for everyone,and may the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow always be full for everyone...Lisamay...