peaceandparty
07-10-07, 11:19 AM
i am much more in touch with that female/feminine/extra x part of myself
i have cried more in the last 6 months over little parts in a film or actual scenes in life than i have in the last 14 years since taking testosterone
i take sustanon 100 injections...each month....in the ass.....intramuscular injection
i would like to say to you that you could go to xxytalk and read my writings there,but unfortunately you can no longer find my 2000 posts-they are only represented by anonymous.(which is most disheartening-so there will always be disharmony in the world if the wrong people are in charge)
on the negative
more moody
more easily triggered
feel more possibly bullied or picked on in real life not online
touchy feely
sensitive to pokes(normal friendly pokes-mostly the ones given to guys)
more indecisive and unsure
NOW JUST TO TELL YOU
many people get a cerztain impression of me that i am questioning things and i dont know things
absolutely i dont know many things
but I DO KNOW MYSELF
and also my mother knows my body very well
as a healer and biology teacher for more than 2o years-as a physiology and anatomy lecturer and teacher for acupuncture students...
my mother has the knowledge that all doctors should be aware of
this is why i play the devils advocate role for many things
i am never going to act like many do on xxytalk
pretending that they know it all!
the fact is ...if we are all together ..then we know a lot but each individual does not have the information available and the experience of time on their side to digest many feelings that only show themselves after time
for instance onnineko is extremely excellent with his use of scientific words and the excellence that he /she has learned about the human body from that -one-(pubmed) source he always talks about..
...well that simply isnt good enough...
i have known since i was 17 ...now i am 32
i came from a background of encouraging us to be ourselves for whatever that would be
my brother and myself were given girlie dolls one christmas when we were young by 2 religious grand aunts...they also though nothing of pink is for girls ..blue is for boys
so simply......my family and upbringing as hectic as it was because of my violent aggressive tendencies,
was a very good one all in all
i have complained most of my life about my life in the past
but it has made me who i am now too.
i want people to know realise,get or whatever
that i think i know a lot
reason being is because i can connect with many different types of people
its almost like i could say at this young age---been there,done that
i understand
and i care
i know i am on a good road as long as people get that i am not a big head
most xxys i have met are big heads...so maybe we just naturally are
but there are others out there that feel great on the inside but cant show it on the outside
the issues are....... acceptance..........and care or lack of care
hormone imbalance....because when you are....you are as mad as i have been in the last 6 months and maybe worse(and to betotally correct-some of you are totally fine hormonally imbalanced)
the problem is that you need a doctor to see you to test you
but once the tests are done they are not very good at reading the results
and generally prescribe too much testosterone
probably because they see the penis
and see you are low in testosterone so automatically make sure they correct it for you by overloading you with testosterone
as you see in climate change...a little off balanced temperatures can alter things a lot
so with too much or too little t or e
you will most likely be having a "miserable" life
i am one person you can rely on for taking your life into better directions
i have done it before and i am more than willing to try and help each of you
if you are feeling desperate and alone or whtever
or if you are having violent thoughts or having panic attacks
i am going to go and study something in the next few years to have written qualifications in this area
because its time to take someone like me very serious about what needs to be done
now!
congratulations to any xxy if you actually read this far!
that is fantastic......with low concentration levels...you have made it
please ask me for a cd and i will post it to you if you pay for the post
because you deserve it after reading all of that
actually give me 1 dollar or 1 euro just to cover the cd cost too.....but actually i think you people are great if you can defy what you have been told and not let "professionals"tell you all the words they think you are ...such as :bi-polar,manic depressive,paranoid,moody,blah blah
these are words,labels,conditions that they have drugs available to treat for
its easier when you re one of the above
so that there is a quick numbing of the senses affect and remedy easily available at your nearest pharmacy
peace people...i could go on forever as you may guess!!!
i have cried more in the last 6 months over little parts in a film or actual scenes in life than i have in the last 14 years since taking testosterone
i take sustanon 100 injections...each month....in the ass.....intramuscular injection
i would like to say to you that you could go to xxytalk and read my writings there,but unfortunately you can no longer find my 2000 posts-they are only represented by anonymous.(which is most disheartening-so there will always be disharmony in the world if the wrong people are in charge)
on the negative
more moody
more easily triggered
feel more possibly bullied or picked on in real life not online
touchy feely
sensitive to pokes(normal friendly pokes-mostly the ones given to guys)
more indecisive and unsure
NOW JUST TO TELL YOU
many people get a cerztain impression of me that i am questioning things and i dont know things
absolutely i dont know many things
but I DO KNOW MYSELF
and also my mother knows my body very well
as a healer and biology teacher for more than 2o years-as a physiology and anatomy lecturer and teacher for acupuncture students...
my mother has the knowledge that all doctors should be aware of
this is why i play the devils advocate role for many things
i am never going to act like many do on xxytalk
pretending that they know it all!
the fact is ...if we are all together ..then we know a lot but each individual does not have the information available and the experience of time on their side to digest many feelings that only show themselves after time
for instance onnineko is extremely excellent with his use of scientific words and the excellence that he /she has learned about the human body from that -one-(pubmed) source he always talks about..
...well that simply isnt good enough...
i have known since i was 17 ...now i am 32
i came from a background of encouraging us to be ourselves for whatever that would be
my brother and myself were given girlie dolls one christmas when we were young by 2 religious grand aunts...they also though nothing of pink is for girls ..blue is for boys
so simply......my family and upbringing as hectic as it was because of my violent aggressive tendencies,
was a very good one all in all
i have complained most of my life about my life in the past
but it has made me who i am now too.
i want people to know realise,get or whatever
that i think i know a lot
reason being is because i can connect with many different types of people
its almost like i could say at this young age---been there,done that
i understand
and i care
i know i am on a good road as long as people get that i am not a big head
most xxys i have met are big heads...so maybe we just naturally are
but there are others out there that feel great on the inside but cant show it on the outside
the issues are....... acceptance..........and care or lack of care
hormone imbalance....because when you are....you are as mad as i have been in the last 6 months and maybe worse(and to betotally correct-some of you are totally fine hormonally imbalanced)
the problem is that you need a doctor to see you to test you
but once the tests are done they are not very good at reading the results
and generally prescribe too much testosterone
probably because they see the penis
and see you are low in testosterone so automatically make sure they correct it for you by overloading you with testosterone
as you see in climate change...a little off balanced temperatures can alter things a lot
so with too much or too little t or e
you will most likely be having a "miserable" life
i am one person you can rely on for taking your life into better directions
i have done it before and i am more than willing to try and help each of you
if you are feeling desperate and alone or whtever
or if you are having violent thoughts or having panic attacks
i am going to go and study something in the next few years to have written qualifications in this area
because its time to take someone like me very serious about what needs to be done
now!
congratulations to any xxy if you actually read this far!
that is fantastic......with low concentration levels...you have made it
please ask me for a cd and i will post it to you if you pay for the post
because you deserve it after reading all of that
actually give me 1 dollar or 1 euro just to cover the cd cost too.....but actually i think you people are great if you can defy what you have been told and not let "professionals"tell you all the words they think you are ...such as :bi-polar,manic depressive,paranoid,moody,blah blah
these are words,labels,conditions that they have drugs available to treat for
its easier when you re one of the above
so that there is a quick numbing of the senses affect and remedy easily available at your nearest pharmacy
peace people...i could go on forever as you may guess!!!