steve/lisa
08-02-07, 04:28 AM
First off I would like to say A very good friend of mine from the east is expected to come here as a guest,I invited her to come her to read my posts and threads so she will know me better and maybe understand what it is I go thru everyday I'm alive.my past which is hard as h__l to say to her on the phone or in chat,And to read some of your stuff so as to understand that it's not just me that go thru this stuff,If thats O.K. with the rest of you,I sure hope you all don't mind this please help her to understand what we feel in our lives as we move on in it.She said she would do this as I really wish this to happen for me,she thought this gester from me made her feel honered that I,I would allow this to take place,To cut my gut open and allow her to see me as I am and as I think,My up's and down's and My most private thoughts,As I don't know what handle she will use I can't say as who she will be on here,So as she ask's things about me or us please be kind to her,she really wants to try to understand me and my friends here better an insight to Me/Us from us and not some artical in some paper or some report or some study writen in error,But the real thing.
Today I had to make the long trip to the doctor's office in boise ID,About 150 miles from my home,I seem to have developed a thyriod problem,Have not been feeling well as of late, They ran a lot of blood work and stool sample's and even a sraping of my inner colon(Oh boy thats something everyone should have done at least once)It really hurt like the dickens,They also ran an ultrasound on my adomen and being a new P.A their she thinks I may have an second ovary on my left side and does'nt think it's a cyst,She said the way it appeared it did'nt look like a cyst but more like an ovary.
My question I have is how the heck can I have a second ovary on that side when they took a ovateste out with seminoma in it 16 years ago on that side,the ovateste was descended and in normal position at that time(16 yrs ago) So what gives has anyone ever heard of this,They are setting up a dye injection MRI scan for me,in a couple of wks from now,She said they would like permission to inject the dye into the vagina behind the penis and if it does'nt get up to the uterus and fallopian tubes and around the ovary they will go thru my adomen into the ovarian membrane so as to make sure the dye gets around the right one and the left one ??what ever the left thing is,she said that would be the reason I have a period every month.
Make sense to me, I know this is nessarsary, But it's just one more hurt for me I know this is not going to be a lot of fun,will have to stay in the hosp for 3 days as I often react to the dye a little (headaches and vomiting and such)The day befor for prep then the tests then recovery,But how could this be even a chimera has their limits I would think?? Anyway she let me read an artical in a med book about a person who grew back a spleen cause they left a peace of it when it was removed after an accindent,They found out later she was a chimera but of a 46xx/46xx. so I guess wierd things can happen to one's like me,The next question is if I have them open the vagina up so I can drain the curse out and give me a normal looking vagina and lower the penis down (All the nerves for excitment are interconnected with each other)And i by some small chance end up with a man does that mean I could get P.G ????? That could really suck or it could be really cool to having a child that way bet it would be a first,but don't count on it I think it would be really hard to carry one even if all the plumbing where in place as it seams to be.And my pubic bones and hips are said to be female shaped,God does'nt hate me that much ??ccccccccccccccccccccould he??
I will just wait until they finnish all the scans befor I REALLY FREAK OUT? Anyway it's 2:05 am now and I can't seem to sleep pondering about this thing,Other than all of this mess I am still having a very good day or nite,And tomorrow will be a good day for me to I think,As it's painting day for several rooms in the house,anyway mellisa,If you read this please don't freak out about this all the tests are'nt done yet and stop snickering about this thing going on with me,I can see you smiling about this,??(Everyone mellisa is my friend from the east and a dear one to me O.K.)I just at the time(awhile ago thought she did'nt care about me any longer) and as usual got my feelings hurt befor finding out the facts of the matter(leaping befor looking again)I must really work on that matter alot and try to stop that form of thinking,Well will keep you all informed about this thing as I find out more about this in the weeks to come.Well anyway I lost 6 more pounds in the last 10 days and my legs are looking great and my waist is getting wonderful.
So with this news said I think it's a good nite to all for now is in order so farwell for tonight,Love Lisa.
Today I had to make the long trip to the doctor's office in boise ID,About 150 miles from my home,I seem to have developed a thyriod problem,Have not been feeling well as of late, They ran a lot of blood work and stool sample's and even a sraping of my inner colon(Oh boy thats something everyone should have done at least once)It really hurt like the dickens,They also ran an ultrasound on my adomen and being a new P.A their she thinks I may have an second ovary on my left side and does'nt think it's a cyst,She said the way it appeared it did'nt look like a cyst but more like an ovary.
My question I have is how the heck can I have a second ovary on that side when they took a ovateste out with seminoma in it 16 years ago on that side,the ovateste was descended and in normal position at that time(16 yrs ago) So what gives has anyone ever heard of this,They are setting up a dye injection MRI scan for me,in a couple of wks from now,She said they would like permission to inject the dye into the vagina behind the penis and if it does'nt get up to the uterus and fallopian tubes and around the ovary they will go thru my adomen into the ovarian membrane so as to make sure the dye gets around the right one and the left one ??what ever the left thing is,she said that would be the reason I have a period every month.
Make sense to me, I know this is nessarsary, But it's just one more hurt for me I know this is not going to be a lot of fun,will have to stay in the hosp for 3 days as I often react to the dye a little (headaches and vomiting and such)The day befor for prep then the tests then recovery,But how could this be even a chimera has their limits I would think?? Anyway she let me read an artical in a med book about a person who grew back a spleen cause they left a peace of it when it was removed after an accindent,They found out later she was a chimera but of a 46xx/46xx. so I guess wierd things can happen to one's like me,The next question is if I have them open the vagina up so I can drain the curse out and give me a normal looking vagina and lower the penis down (All the nerves for excitment are interconnected with each other)And i by some small chance end up with a man does that mean I could get P.G ????? That could really suck or it could be really cool to having a child that way bet it would be a first,but don't count on it I think it would be really hard to carry one even if all the plumbing where in place as it seams to be.And my pubic bones and hips are said to be female shaped,God does'nt hate me that much ??ccccccccccccccccccccould he??
I will just wait until they finnish all the scans befor I REALLY FREAK OUT? Anyway it's 2:05 am now and I can't seem to sleep pondering about this thing,Other than all of this mess I am still having a very good day or nite,And tomorrow will be a good day for me to I think,As it's painting day for several rooms in the house,anyway mellisa,If you read this please don't freak out about this all the tests are'nt done yet and stop snickering about this thing going on with me,I can see you smiling about this,??(Everyone mellisa is my friend from the east and a dear one to me O.K.)I just at the time(awhile ago thought she did'nt care about me any longer) and as usual got my feelings hurt befor finding out the facts of the matter(leaping befor looking again)I must really work on that matter alot and try to stop that form of thinking,Well will keep you all informed about this thing as I find out more about this in the weeks to come.Well anyway I lost 6 more pounds in the last 10 days and my legs are looking great and my waist is getting wonderful.
So with this news said I think it's a good nite to all for now is in order so farwell for tonight,Love Lisa.