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hi im totally brand new and i dont know if i am or not

namine — Sat, 04 Sep 2010 01:30:18 GMT

I'm 18 years old i have grown some facial hair but i have no feeling of pain in my genitalia and im not hat masculine my voice has barely gone down at all and ive always felt i was a girl even though my birth certificate says male bit i dont know i could have been posible my parent did somethimg to me when i was little my parents are very religious and the y believe in only male and female being the only sex and when ever i come to ask my parents anything there very dodgy i need to know if i can tell if there are any scars what to look for please help me info as much as posible i dont know what to do please as much you can please ive been very sheltered ive have always been put under special and they kept me out of all sexual talks even in junior high the y kept me out of the class when it was time for them to go through the sex talk in science class i had to sit in the office while they had those talks in class i am now in college but they have me under conservertership and i cant do anything with out them knowing the also have a tracker on me so they always know where i am i'm not aloud to leave the house with out one of them coming with me i barley just got internet so i have not been able to find out any info on this i have always gone to a private school or have been told at public school that i cant touch the info even though they gave me internet they still check my internet so i have to edit my history when ever i do this kind of thing so i have to be careful i wish there was a way for me to get away but every time I've tried to run away they have always called the cops i end up going in to the hospital mental ward i know i have other problems than that i do have high functioning autism but does that give them the right to control every thing i do i know I'm complaining a lot I'm sorry i just get very frustrated when it come to this because i don't know what to do or what i am this probally the most ive written online since i got the internet so please help me i feel like im going insane being stuck in here and not knowing what i am or who i am

Hello newbie here

Ressey — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 21:45:39 GMT

I originally joined this forum in 09 but haven't been around much since then. My purpose was to educate myself about the intersex & transgendered community because there are still many things I don't know about being intersex & transgendered. I also want to enlighten others with information I learn and help take away the misconceptions about being intersex or transgendered. I used to moderate a LGBTQ forum back when I was teenager. I'm glad I joined that forum in the past because it helped me learn things about the gay & trans community. I'm a 20 year old bisexual female that's majoring in the field of psychology. Its nice to meet you all. :wavey:

Hmm back from my online Rehab self imposed

Kailana — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 03:17:59 GMT

ok, just wanted to say hello to everyone new and old.

And most importantly to state one simple fact as I was recently notified on youtube that someone has been running around telling people that I was impersonating someone else and my name is Eric.

That is a blatant lie. I have never impersonated anyone and for those that know me. I originally posted on BLO with my real name when I first came to BLO back in 2002 as Rudy A. Alaniz. <--was my legal federally recognized name and the one I served in the military with as I did change it from Rodolfo which is my psuedo birth name on my replacement birth cirtificate dated a month after I was born.

In 2006, July I legally changed my name to Kailana Sidrandi Alaniz and have used it ever since. Now Eric is another member and I repeat I have never impersonated anyone ever. I am at least honest when I write. And yes sometimes I might make a mistake now and then but for the most part I am reliable.

Now I have some 564 posts to catch up on but its ok, I like reading and hopefully what ever nonsense may have been reported about me I am still me and still around and if anyone wishes to chat or send me a pm please know they are appreciated.

take care for now I am sure to start back in on my usual hello's and welcome to BLO for new members and old.

How I know I'm An Intersexed?

Terealert — Mon, 30 Aug 2010 09:39:04 GMT

I don't know I'm an Intersexed or not, but I'm born as an female.
I have enlarger clitorist, no menstrusted, Labia Mayora seems like Scrotum, Big Boost (38B), Feminime Face.
Now I'm 25 years old, live at Jakarta Indonesia, SouthEast Asia.
Anyone help me?

Pais

lucidwinds — Fri, 20 Aug 2010 07:02:38 GMT

Hello, I don't believe I ever formally introduced myself on here. I am 24, I was diagnosed with PAIS, when I was 22. Until recently it has essentially been left untreated. Thankfully as I child I didn't go through the horrors of genital surgery, however mine are quite feminine. However, I look and sound male. I did not know that this cite even existed until I started making videos about being intersex on Youtube. I have had a ruff life because of my condition, and still am having a tough time coping. Heck, I had a ruff life regardless of being intersex, but that's another story. You are probably wondering why I was not diagnosed until such a late age. Part of that was due to in-proper parenting and my own stubborn fear of letting someone else control what happened to me. I also, was very afraid for anyone to know. So, since 7th grade I have lived androgynous, and still do. To be honest, I am scared to try and live any other way. My videos on Youtube are under the same username as here. I hope that through this forum, I can deal/cope, as I really haven't been able to. I have been dealing with this essentially alone, I have no one around me, and because of my past relationship/this condition I have lost the ability to socialize. I live in the U.S. in Ohio. Any and all questions, recommendations, friendships are completely welcome. I am actually wondering, as to how much longer I can take it. I have felt doomed, and worthless lately, so please feel free to contact me.:boohoo: Sorry to be a downer.

hello

lemmix — Thu, 19 Aug 2010 14:27:31 GMT

:-D hello everyone, am really happy to finally meet people who are like me, its amazing to discover that i have been living with shame and thinking am a curse and i have created lies in order to survive this world.

i have been called names "woman man" stripped naked in schools to see what i realy have down there and have tried to kill my self because i did not know what to do.
i hope i learn more about my self and will finally feel comfortable with who i am.
thanks

Back again =x

Janessa — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 22:44:31 GMT

Well, I quit getting on the forums for a while, since I am pretty sure I am just transgender with either no intersex conditions or a very minor, almost unnoticeable one. So I felt like I'd fit in better with other transgender people and have mainly been on transgender forums, but if you guys have no problem with me being here anyway, I think I'd like to learn more about intersexed people. =x

Dissociative disorders

Adolpha — Fri, 13 Aug 2010 20:23:37 GMT

Hello Bodies Like Ours,

I, myself, am not intersex, but am married to someone who is. I have been looking at your site in hopes of better understanding some of the things he is\has gone through. Of course, he is aware of this (we try and keep all lines of communication open). Recently, it has come to our attention that he may be suffering from a dissociative disorder. We have been trying to do some online research to see how common this may be with intersex individuals. All we have found is that the early trauma many intersex individuals endure can result in dissociative patterns. We were hoping for more information. Do any of you have information on intersex and dissociative disorders?

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks,

Adolpha

Hello

suhuyenbi — Fri, 13 Aug 2010 05:58:46 GMT

Hi,

I'm Su Moreno, Houston, Tx, intersexed female, and I wanted to say hello and introduce myself. I feel really depressed guys. I am struggling with my externalized gender of female. I wish I was a male, but I do no want to get a surgery or surgeries for that matter for an male sex organ that is of no use to me, or will repel females. I was born with MGD. Well let me know if you guys have any questions, and I look forward to hearing from some of you!

Love,

Su