Hi My Birth Name is Paul, but some ppl call me Jessica

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My story really starts 10 years ago at the age of 13, previous to this I had thought I was a girl stuck in a man's body, but was I in for a surprise...

As is the case with most ppl in this forum, my pubescent (I can't spell that one) experience was perfectly normal, for a brother & sister, that is.
Essentially around the time of my first errection, I also first a hot flush, then a few days later my left nipple secreted some breast milk, finishing off a week later with a healthy hit of PMS, which included denile and thoughts of suicide.

I of course for most of the next 10 years ignored it hoping it would go away...But of course it didn't...

Well anyway in march this year I went to the Statefunded gender health centre, had some tests done, and started on Androcur...
Two Weeks back I got the results, and while they confirmed I'm physically and endocronically Intersex, I have two Y cromosones...aka I'm XYY, this coupled with PMS two days later to lead to one of the deepest depressions I've been in...

Anyway I'm in conselling now, and I have decided to what is necessary to become a woman... and I'm posting this here cause my conseller thought it would help me...

Jessica