steve/lisa
08-04-07, 05:45 PM
Are you happy now??,I am happy today my friend is or says she will come on here on sun 8-8-07 to read my posts and of corse your comments to them,She is a very kind person and has just the most amazing voice I every heard,Sweet and honest and gorgous to boot!! anyway I hope she can understand me a little better then,I think she does'nt fully understand my condition and I know she does'nt understand IS issues at all,But she is willing to learn and thats a start,Right.Today is a very good day tired and sore from running high pressure steam cleaner on the old paint on my house getting it ready to prime and paint,The DR called and is sending me a letter and appointment time for the die injection MRI to see whats in the female tract.I hope they don't have to inject straight into the ovaries or the fallopian tubes,It'll be strange to see them with die contrast as this has'nt been done befor,befor their was no injection of die,To actualy see the exact shape of all the parts will be most exciting for me,Also this will give the other surgins a exact shape and size of everything in their for the surgery in a couple of months to open the vagina up so as to drain out my periods,I am really looking forward to this,And finnally beable to drain this stuff out, The DR's say I will feel like a new person it'll be that much of a change.Well at least as I have been told by them (DR's) the backup and poisoning from the blood and hormones will ease the burden on my kidney's as they have been under a load for some time,Which should make me feel so much better,Because thats what for some time now has been my biggist problem is urine waste removal from my body,They have been afraid that my kidney's would fail and I'd need dialysis,But this kills 2 birds with one stone.I won't have to get it done befor the surgery in a couple of months and also get to see everything thats in their WOW am I excited,I also get a copy of the die contrast MRI for myself(personal records)But they are also going to send a copy to the surgins in colo.This is like wow I know about this stuff and the 1 ovary but just maybe 2 of them wow that'll explain alot to me,the massave mood swings,the strange dreams and thoughts,All these things are not new to me but the intenseity of them are,every 24 days and ovalation on the 11 or 12 day thats the big flush of estrogen for me,But am dealing with it quit well I think.My hair (scalp hair) is really getting long now it seems to grow faster as it gets longer,and the body hair has almost come to a stand still as I only shave my legs and belly once every 4 to 6 wks now,I'll let you all in on a secret for really soft skin,Use and only use Palm Kernal Oil it is in a solid shape it's not oil as in veg oil,It looks like chunks of white solid matter with kinda a oily feel to it,You can buy it on the internet for about 1.50 or so a lb.Thats a quart baggy full about,then get some pure-Castile soap in liquid make or buy a soap form, In a glass bowl put about 4 ozs of palm kernal oil chunks,(thats the normal size of a soap mold)starting on 20 to 30 seconds at a time in the microwave(or use a double water boiler)DO NOT let the oil boil just melt it slowly and stir a little if possable,After it's melted add twice as much castile's soap to it,(about 3 to 4 teaspoonfuls) and stir or shack a lot(it won't really mix well)Pour in forms and quickly put it in the freezer for a few mins to help it set up,Then it's not like real soap tho,You must clean yourself with whatever soap you normaly use and rinse well and then using warmer than normal water, you can use the oil soap lather as best as you can and rub this lather all over your body and after you get it every where just every wear let it stand or you can help it suck into the skin by gently rubbing it into your body(It would probly be best at this point to have a partner do the rubbing in of it for you)(rinse well with water) Cause your going to be awful slippery till you wipe it off with a dry towel,If you normaly have a problem with breaking out(zits)Or inflamed hair follicals just don't use it in those places is all.And it'll make your skin feel like butter.(just a note palm kernal oil is used by pharmist co. to make natural forms of strong estrogen therapy pills)Instead of horse urine pills,So you would also get the beneafit of getting estrogen the real stuff from plant fiber directly on and into the skin for a softer feel,After it's wiped off your not slippery anymore just real soft,It just the most wonderful stuff I have ever found.If you can't make it yourself I'll send a few to those in need the most for free but just a few please as shipping is not cheap any more.Anyway I am just so happy today can't wait till I get the scans w/die done.And after the surgery I can feel alot better again,Even my finger nails are getting tougher now and growing faster it seems,Got new glasses yesterday their really nice and light wiegh almost wiegh like nothing,and the magnet clip on sun shade lens are really nice as I am really senseative to bright lights I have light blue eye's and a inner ring of gold color bordering the pupal(black dotted lens thing)Anyway it sure makes things better and not as bright for me,Well it's kinda a rainy thundercloudy day outside now but I think I'll take a walk for awhile after this is posted,other than the scans and such not much else new devorce is moving right along she's dragging her feet a little but it's moving along,she almost seems not to want the devorce at times but I do as I'm so fed up with her boyfriends and such!!And the unfaithfulness of her actions, As I can say I have never done this to her!!.I was married to her and as I found out the hard way she was not married to me,When one gives his/her word of honor to another you must keep that word no matter what!.anyway I'll see you all later on have a just wonderful day.Lisa