[short311fan]

i can't answer as to if my marriage would survive, i would like to think yes as my wife and i have been through a lot more than most couples..... but i'm at a point in my life where i have to know the because..... like in one of my favorite songs, "i'm tired of why's, choking on why's, just need a little because"..... i want to know the reasons that i am the way i am so i can deal with it, whatever it is, so i can maybe have a greater sense of self and a little clarity..... the way i see it, i am who i am, some label doesn't, to me, define who or what i am inside, it doesn't govern my personality, i am who i am warts and all..... just tired of having so many questions and no answers to go with