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Apple, I am so tired right now and hardly grasped anything you said since I am half asleep.
I was not trying to say my IQ is higher because I'm better than anyone. Sorry if it sounded that way. But I just mentioned everything that I could think of about me.
I.E. High IQ- ADD and Aspergers misdiagnoses, enlarged meatus, coma caused by not having enough saline, only being able to get pregnant on birth control.
Thankfully I've learned SO MUCH from some awesome people, more links I've been sent more conversations and things.
I'm pregnant with a boy, and now I'm going to have him tested for CAH which might save his life *hard emotional hit* thinking if he does get a CAH diagnosis and what if I didn't know about this...what if he died one night?
I looked at the prader scale and my genitalia appears to be a number 2.
I was so shocked when I saw it. Like OMG that's what mine looks like, someone knows what this is! Finally!!!
My friend has convinced me to look into it medically for the sake of my children.
I don't know what else would cause the things that I have.
I am most definitely sure after discussing what prader 2 looks, feels and behaves like with a prader 2 individual that this is how my body is. I have no doubt in my mind that my genitalia is this.
It was a quite extensive and detailed discussion and I am thankful that someone had contacted me to discuss this who was not shy on the details.
If there is another condition that may have caused a prader 2 genital formation or something like it, please tell me. If you know.
It is an amazing thing, sex, gender, orientation.
Let me just close by speaking about differences and similarities. Many normal biological men can compare their puberty, their genitals, and their sexual sensations and be identical in those areas. One might be a female gendered transsexual who wants to be a woman and the other may be straight as an arrow and very masculine.
The person I talk to is the very same as me as far as the way our genitals are placed, the way we felt during puberty and many other things.
Separate from that, I wish to live as a male, my correspondent did not chose to live as a male. We have similar conditions, I just lead a different life and have different feelings about how I want to live my life. And just as we are different as we live in different countries and are of different ages, we still share that common tie.
I am sorry again that I came on wrong. I don't understand much at this point but the point is I want to learn, I will finish reading your post in full, Apple, when I am not so...taken by other desires such as sleep at this moment. I felt it important to express the above before retiring while it was fresh. Thank you for your attention and concern.
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