[Rycharde]

Thanks apple for clearing that up, I also too have misunderstood others. I think we all need to use my #1 rule in life. Never assume. Not gender, not sex, not purpose.
I honestly do believe I have CAH, I don't want to have it and I hope I am fine and normal.

I know I have prador 2 genitals. I know there is another cause for this now which (spelling) polycistic ovaries? Something like that?

Whats that? I don't know the spelling to look it up. I was told by a health counselor on the phone (medical crisis help line) that she doubted I had that because I have kids.

I am having several other major problems, pregnancy has increased my sex drive even more and I can not take my urges right now. I hurt myself to the point of severe tissue damage and bleeding. I'm scared because I can't control that. I can't control my apatite and I've gained too much during this pregnancy. Throw that in with constant, ever ever constant heart burn and my anorexia nervosa that keeps coming back and screwing with me, probably because everything I eat makes me want to be sick. I'm hungry and food disgusts me but I force myself. I'm not doing well at all. That added to the fact that my energy level goes from bed ridden exhausted to unable to relax and sometimes I can't even wake myself up.
To add to that I can't get to sleep sometimes because I pierced my labret and it ate a hole through my lip and it's so bloody infected that my lip is swollen. The post is like a T with a ball at the bottom and the top of the T ate into my lip and almost broke the outer skin in one night and I lost my stainless plug for my ear and I'm allergic to the acrylic one I have *cries* I am not doing good!
I have too much muscle on my stomach, my abdominal wall won't move, my hips hurt and haven't grown apart very much. The pressure on my back is too much to take and I just don't want to be alive at this moment but I know I'll be ok in 3 months.

I hope that if I get diagnosed with CAH that some of my problems will be lessened by treatment but I know a lot of my issues are totally not related, like my paranoia of a kidney stone * dies * It better just be extra pressure from the baby that is giving me trouble in the washroom. I am so sick and so worried about everything.

I just needed to rant, sorry, but that got a lot of stress out. Thanks for letting me get that out!