[Rycharde]

I am completely greatful that I am able to have a child. So far as concerns there is some speculation that although my phallus was not touched, that the scar tissue around my meatus may be caused by alterations made at birth. At the end there are strings of almost dead tissue and it is uneven at the tip. My complete medical records are on their way from the hospital I was born at. I wonder if this will show or if it was even documented.

I'm happy just to be alive, honestly. If I had nothing but blank space there I'd be happy. I'd adopt and I'd make due.

What is important is that I'm alive and living my life as I see fit.
I almost died 2 years ago to this month. My water toxicity resembled that of a person who had at my weight consumed 80+ liters of water after only three or so. I drank a lot of water that day but not enough to cause the reaction I suffered from it.

Every day I'm just grateful to be alive, let alone have my children and my partial phallus.
I'm breathing, how awesome is that. I came WAY TOO CLOSE to death not to appreciate everything I'm given.

Why do you think I have to live my way or no way. I've been given another chance at life and I was given this chance to be who I really am. If I did not pursue my life as a man, and as my true self, life would not be worth living and I would be undeserving of this opportunity to truly be myself.