[Kailana]

thanks for the link. I do really wish that, the medical community would acknowledge the need for information. I am still having a hard time getting medical records. I keep reading that, untill recently, the information was withheld. My experiences is that the information is still being withheld, it is vary rare for one of us to obtain medical records that havent been massively edited. Or more like me, I keep being told, the hospitals dont carry records that far back. I know they do, eventually, records show up, but its taken years to get them, and as i have said repeatedly, so very little information is actually left intact, which just furthers my frustration.

Now as for being both, or whats wrong with being both, Absolutely nothing. The thing that gets me, is living in a world where parents and doctors wont acknowledge or even accept someone as being both. They see me as a man, well maybe a transitioning male-female, or whatever. Just seem to refuse to acknowledge my unusual anatomy, scars, scans, hormones, lab work, my well everything. Its kinda crappy that i have to travel every 3 months to Seattle just to get some descent care. At least my Endo acknowledges me as female, it might be nice to hear the words "yes you are in fact intersexed". That hasn't happened though, at least not within the medical community in Walla Walla Washington, USA. Now as for being both, grandparents, I got to love mine, both are very accepting and acknowledge me as both male/female. If they could only get there son(my dad), and daughter(my mom) to accept me my family life would actually be pretty good. As it is, parents seem to just be ashamed of me, maybe a little ashamed of what they have allowed, who knows now, they dont talk to me anymore.

And again i will say there is nothing wrong with being both, as long as we are allowed to be both, express both. I see myself as a woman, so it's a little difficult to accept for me, being assigned male. Yet i know i am anatomically both, genetically with a twist both, hormonally both. I think i Just Identify as a Woman, this suits me better. This is who i really am. This is what i want the world to see.

last thought, I really do wish people would stop calling me "Sir", especially when i am wearing a skirt, dress or whatever. I think that annoys me most.

Just thoughts off the top of my head.