A member suggested I may have CAH

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Originally Posted by Rycharde

Well with that said I'm sorry for having a spine and stating when someone is trying to push me off the board when it's bothering me.

Sorry for having feelings too?

Does that make you feel better?

When are you going to stop trying to shoo me off the board and start realizing that I am in need just like you?

There are a thousand places I could make myself "fit in" because it would make me "feel accepted".

The LAST place I want to fit in is one where I am here because I have a disorder that may destroy my life and kill my kids, THANKS!

I am not trying to shoo you off the board.

Now that you mention it. Just this morning I realized that I really have come to admire your backbone, and I really am sincerely glad that you came here and got some answers.

When someone disagrees with you, or even just takes issue with the way you say something, it doesn't mean they want you to leave Rycharde.

I don't want you to leave.

I totally suck at diplomacy obviously. I wish that someone who is good at it, like Peter, would step in.


To all.

I just realized, moments ago because of something Dana said in another thread, that much of the communication here is now done privately in the background by PM. It really never occured to me that people would do that.

So is that why BLO seems to have changed so much? Apparently it is, and so I have wasted my time here and done nothing but cause "misunderstandings" and hard feelings.

What a dummy I am.

I never felt comfortable using PM's, and so I didn't use them much. It felt like I was one of those people at a public meeting, who constantly gossips under their breath to their immediate circle instead of honestly speaking, forthrightly, so that all can hear.

On the one hand, I guess I really misjudged people here, and then again it appears I was spot on all along.