a little recognition please.

[Kailana]

I have not been able to get the VA to release to me my last two months of service, medical records. Those are the ones that are important, also the ETS(End Term of Service) physical, eval from Ft. Dixx New Jersey, Everything that was told to me is also mentioned in that report. Its the main reason why i left the military 57 days early. AS for being able to contact the hospital that did the MRI, its a german Clinic, in Berlin, and without the information from the records for may, MRI exam/results/findings, i have no address to request anything from. As for the lab reports, USArmy Hospital Berlin GE, and Landstuhl GE, I dont have that address, as for the Berlin I have lots of them. Thing is, the ARMY hospitals dont keep records. Everything about me is in My Records that the REgional Office in Seattle has. And they, keep telling me i have no records for that time period. I had my own personnal copies of them until 2000-2001. I left the military with them. I would actually have no proof of anything at all, except that i was given partial results of my MRI when i last requested copies in 2004. So i have proof an MRI was done, also the information on my back injury, but all the rest of the information is gone, the address of the clinic that did the exam is gone, and none of my lab work was sent to me. That is my problem. I just cant seem to get them. And that is what is getting to me. Why my SSI hearing was so surprising, because the orthopedic DR. Was reading my medical records of everything that i have been saying, nearly word for word. That is the only reason why i got the judgement that i did, everything i have been saying for years is and has been true. Just none of my local doctors seem to be willling to acknowledge that. Instead once i was given that delusional Gender Identity Disorder, believing imm a woman, None of them have taken me seriously. Its why i go to Seattle, at least there, my lab work is confusing enough that its starting to sink in. Im not a normal anything. Just uniquely me. What i have always been questioning is how accurate my diagnosis was in 1993. Cause there are alot of things that i have, that doesnt quite fit with 45X/46XY. Yes i have some stigmata of Turners, but i also have things common to Chimerism. Particularly my skin. Which could also be do to carrying the XO cell line, im just not sure though. That is what i have been trying to verify, and again also the CAH, cause what i am seeing now is more like cushings then CAH and noone is really worrying about my stupid adrenal gland, and that bothers me alot