cougar9q's intro reloaded?

Hello again to all!

This once again is cougar9q, I am a 20 y.o. intersexaul, and according to society's rules I am a lesbian/ some what bisexual female....For me it is confusing and very frustrating to live in such a chaotic world of labels. I was diagnosed at birth with MGD. No!!!! not Miller Genuine Draft...lol instead Mixed Gondal Dygenesis. I at the beginning of this year was struggling to terribly find my identity or understand it. I recently have started to research my condition, my beliefs, and even my values, and that is what has brought me here. SUPPORT is what I am looking for. It's just that I know that I am normal, yet I feel like such a freak. I feel so handicapped because I mistakingly believe that I am so messed up that I don't deserve to be with anyone. I feel lost, threatened, vulnerable, lonely, and so isolated. Slowly that has started to change yet I still feel those emotions strongly. I started to laugh when I started to read a couple of weeks ago of conversations within this website. I was not laughing out of joking, I laughing because I read and realized that many people feel as sad/mad as I do. I guess that I feel like I have stumbled upon my "true" family. I didn't believe it, and now I do, and now I am asking for some support. Feel free to reply or email me at thanx for your help. I have so many questions that I know that will probably not get answered but will hopefully will be addressed. Once again thank you for your help.


Thanx,
Cougar9Q