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You know what, Peter?
Screw everything, and screw my needing credibility. I just heard back from the specialist md who was previously proposing surgery, if he could make it fly with my insurance. Now he wants more time-consuming tests and study before making a move. This time they want a full abdominal and pelvic Ct-scan. Quite ironic that if there was nothing to see, they wouldn't be proposing it.
At the rate my health is sinking, and the way it feels like the life is just getting sucked out of me, I'm out of time. I'm too sick to return to work, and all my savings will be gone soon. And it's over. When my heartbeat stops, that will be just a formality.
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