Read, please. I don't want to go to a doctor and I don't want to hear you tell me I have an identity crisis.
And I don't want you posting an end all post like that which will discouage other people from actually HELPING me.
I'm not stupid. Obviously because I have a high IQ

and thats not what I asked for help with.
If I got diagnosed with CAH would a doctor prescibe me testosterone if I wanted it?
I don't want anything but testosterone in me as I live as a male full time and wish to grow a huge beard, be hairy as a bear, smelly, sweaty and muscular. Not taking T would cramp that a little doncha think?
I'd never get diagnosed with anything that will prevent me from being prescribed my hormones.
So I don't want to go and have it checked if I might get told not to take T.
I don't care about my length of life or if I am sick the rest of my life as long as I can live as myself.
I hope this has been clearly stated that what I need to know concidering I have many CAH symptoms is if this will stop my FTM Transition.