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You have been an amazingly positive guide Sunshine!
About my gender, I would say it is male for certain, however, I don't care what my body looks like as long as it is healthy.
I do want to be seen as male. And I want my body to feel right for a man. So I think taking testosterone will help with my male secondary sex characteristics. I love the feel of the scruff on my face *blushes* and I get a kick because I'm pregnant and my friends are like OMG in shock when they see how hairy I am *giggles*
There are a few strong things like my hair and muscles that show I am very masculine that stick out despite my pregnancy. I do appear female right now apparently. That's fine if people want to assume, but they've assumed wrong!
I like my female body. I like my little penis and I like having babies. On T I like it even more, when I'm in shape I love myself endlessly.
I'm short, cute and sweet, but I have gorgeous compact muscles and I have a feminine waist with a masculine torso and shoulders. Big arms and small legs with many wonderful options for sexuality. I think I am the perfect person.
Dual gendered, no, dual sexed, Yes.
I like how having higher testosterone makes me muscular, how I smell like a man, how I am more man-like physically. I will never be able to close up my vagina, or mutilate my genitals to become something I am not, and a half-done job of it at that.
I would like one day to look into surgery to join my phallus and meatus into a more normal phallus but right now, let's get healthy! (and get a degree so I can get a job in Alberta where trans and IS surgeries are covered!)
In short yes I'm pretty much female, and I accept it as the body I was given. I was also given a male gender, and I feel best as a he, even if I have to live in a she. Put up some paint, make her look more manly and I'm at home right where I am.
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The Qur'an 42:49...50:Or It marries together the males and the females, and It makes those whom It wills to be ineffectual.[neither m or f] Indeed It is the Knowing, the Powerful."
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