Dreams and memories

[Priestess]

I see Peter

As I recall, you go doing lectures saying that you were born with a vagina, and you have nothing, absolutely nothing to base your belief on. Your parents tell you you had an operation for undescended testes, and that could easily be true. You've experienced no health problems, you've not proceeded with any medical study at all, and you apparently don't even feel female enough to change your sex, though you have said you do crossdress. And I'm wrong and annoying?

I've said it so many times publicly, but you wish to assume I'm lying. Even the doctors I've gone to, at this point they almost all say something abnormal is in there, they just dispute whether it's natural or artificial, and keep coming up with various conditions to test for as a prelude to any diagnosis. Even the most critical doctor I've been to insisted that I'd had surgery to put a vaginal canal into me and remove my prostate and spermatic chords. Which isn't true, as far as I know.

All the extended testing at this point has been their idea, not mine. I just hurt badly, and need some medical attention.

And I've been sporadically bleeding and in pain for years, and had zero male sexual function, and now I've been reduced to having a lot of difficuly standing and walking. And had family members tell me what they did to me.

If I have no recognized intersex condition, despite my apparently having four gonads and 80% of a canal that's had cameras inside it -> then fine.
I have some problem that needs solving, that for sure. And the blasted psychologists who I used to see let me go as a client because they said I had nothing psychologically wrong with me, no gender dysphoria, only physical problems that I'd been willing to forsake my social identity for to cure.

All that post from you just because I asked what sort of person you wanted your parents to accept you as? It seemed to be a valid and supportive question.

You want me to go? Or shut up and accept (your?) leadership? Well I may go, but from my viewpoint you have no valid claim to intersex yourself, at least not yet. Even Wyn has evidence. You have nothing, just some big fat wishful thinking.

Ps, If this post is edited or censored by you in any way, I will know as a fact that you have no scruples or credibility, instead of simply wondering why the hell you're such an angry person.

Pps, My statements about the trans were derived from years of being forced to hang around with them, and putting up with the miserable shitty things they said and did to me. Any comments about their character and motives are the thoughts I'd had while being around them and observing them. If they don't like it, if they wanted me to think better of trans-kind, then they should have been a little nicer and shown some humanity to a stranger in their midst.