Misunderstandings

[Rycharde]

I am getting some pretty bad treatment here. I want to clarify to you that I am not a transsexual looking for an excuse. You do not need to chase me off or treat me like crap.

Thank you.

I have medical problems. I am a masculine female bodied person who has medical issues that sound like CAH.

I am looking for information on how people who are XX with CAH are treated by doctors if they choose to live as a man.

If I am CAH I do want to continue what has been started in me, I want to continue living as a man because it makes me happy. I'm sorry if I have stirred anyones pot or gotten anyone upset.

But I am genuinely here because I want to learn about how XX CAH Male gendered people are treated medically so that I can ease my fears enough to suck it up and have something done about it. (such as getting tested, because I am scared to get tested for something I don't understand)

I hate how some people just want me to leave this forum. It honestly makes me cry the insults I have received. I'm scared for my life right now, I'm scared of doctors and I just need someone to help me. My fears ARE irrational but I will still have them until someone steps up and helps me out here.

So I'm going to ask this one last time:

If you can help me, I need to learn more. I need someone to talk to.

If you can't then please don't talk to me I don't need to be hurt any more and I AM NOT LEAVING THIS FORUM UNTIL I GET SOME ANSWERS.

Thank you for helping me clarify this misunderstanding. I hope I have been well understood.