good news and no news.!!???

[steve/lisa]

The good news is on fri the 2ed surgery of the day a easy one they finnally put in a cathe into my vagina so I CAN DRAIN FINNALLY.It's kinda like a soft silicone button sewed into the left side of my groin with a 1/2" soft tube went inside my vagina and they sewed that into the vagina next to my penis it was closest piont to the vagina their.I do feel so much better now,Had to wear and still am absorbent pads and it was a little smelly the first few days but it's so much better now,What a releaf to get that stuff out of me had blood work yesterday and the DR said it a little better than befor but I have to see the main DR on sept 7 he's the one with all the test results and this DR said he wants to talk to me about all the test results and scans at that time god i just pray it's not as bad as i feel tho,but at least i can drain this s_ _ t out of me,He told me it would drain for up to 10 days,They ran a bunch of saline mixed with heperan to break it down and thin out the huge clots in their a kinda flushed the nasty stuff out easyer when I got home I slept for hours and had to pee and got up and started to walk and a huge gush of stuff ran all over myself and the floor and some on the bed it was so wierd not anything like i thought it would be like tho.
So I am happy for now and it's really cool to drain it out now i do feel better than last wk but am dreading the 7th tho,But I just can't think of the what if's right now(I do a little and am scard) but I am trying not to think of those things and am waiting for the dreaded day to arrive,I am still really sore now I had that done and a colon check to,So now I just am praying alot and talking to my creator about things and hoping and hoping their's no really big things wrong but i do fear from what they have told me i not going to like the out come and maybe your right Dianne replcement HRT won't be that bad of a thing right Dianne.I got the stage 1 skin cancer frozon on weds last and that DR says no worries for that part of my many problems again??!!!!so I will keep u all posted on whats going on with me till the fateful day arrive's I love watching the sun rise in the morning it's so beautiful thats what I do to start my day.Lisa