Scars one cannot explain (making sense of things)

[Kailana]

Mine looks much the same, i was wondering if you happened to also have scarring, like an upside down T near the back of the perineum before the Anus that stretches out too both sides of the crease between your buttocks and upper leg, they stop about in the middle of my upper thigh/buttocks?

The other thing i was curious about is the Corpus spongiosum, the bottom shaft of the penis? my urinary track is there, runs correctly as would be expected but the shaft itself isnt there, Usually in men when Erect the Corpus Spongiosum can be scene and felt, but with me, only the two side chambers Corpus cavernosa are visible and feelable.

As too your parents and you not talking, a great many of us have had those same experiences, i hope your relationship improves. Unfortunately, when we finally find out, what i have repeatedly scene for alot of us is that our relationships, our trust, our faith in our parents is totally destroyed. The only IS people that seem to be ok, still have good relationships is the ones whose parents informed them when they were young, or who were honest with there kids when there kids found out. The ones like you and me, the ones with parents who continue to deny everything, we are the ones with the worst troubles, emotional, physical, without the supportive parents we seem to be the ones who just have the hardest time, alot more emotional problems. I really hope you stay strong, and as for transitioning female, Good for you. I am also transitioning female, i hope your experiences with medical professionals goes a bit smoother then mine. If you can Concentrate on your strengths. Perhaps, over time your parents may find acceptance and be able to share with you the knowledge you are seeking. Be strong, wise, caring, honest and well just be you.

Best wishes